Tuesday, November 4, 2008

I'm afraid

I have to get one thing out of the way... I am suppose to POAS on Friday (CD 28). I thought I had more tests at home, I don't. So I stopped at two Dollar stores on my way home and they were both out. WTF! I guess that will keep down the urge to test early. My "twins" have started to get very tender. This could be a good sign.

Tim and I are afraid that our lives are going to really change and not for the better. I'm afraid that the tax reform Obama has spoken of is going to put my company out of business. We are very shaky right now as it is and I don't think we are strong enough to stand up to much more turbulence.

About a month ago, I went over our expenses and income. We could pay all our bills and still eat on one income. Would it be pretty? No, but we could do it. We are thinking of expanding our garden even more. We already took it up to 1200 sq ft this summer. My mom offered to deed me 2 acres. We could expand more, add a cow and chickens if need be.

Tim is so bummed. He's pouting. He said we might have to go pitch our tent and live on those 2 acres when we lose our house. There is nothing we can do to change it. All we can do is hunker down and pray for a quick 4 years.


Jamie said...

Damn the dollar stores!! I so have my fingers and toes crossed for you about POAS. I am afraid as well but find hope in the fact that healthcare and the fire service (mine & DH's occupations) will hopefully be safe from whatever is coming for us as a country. I firmly believe the Lord will work it out for you and you will be ok no matter what. He promises us that. (((HUGS)))

Niki said...

Nic, I'm hoping to hear of a bfp from you very soon!!

Jen said...

I hope you get a bfp!